changes.

made some changes to the privacy level on this thing.
even thou the address is pretty clear. haha

AHHHG!

i hate being in the position i am right now.
she calls, i get mad, i'm almost rude with her, and she doesn't have a clue about what's going on. it's fucked up. but, c'mon, if you ain't got nothing to do in a sunday afternoon, don't call me just because you're bored and you want to chit-chat with a friend. that's not right.

I told her THREE TIMES over the phone, in the SAME FUCKING PHONE CALL: I'm staying home. I'm gonna take a shower, watch a movie and sleep, because I'll be working full time tomorrow, open to close.

So she asks me, today, twice: "did you went out last night?". Are you fucking kidding me?!?

Now I'm already being an asshole because i'm not treating her as I used to, and she's already asking "is something wrong? did I do something wrong?". I'm never doing this again. "Just let it happen", "let it be"... That's what your friends tell you when you say that you're seeing someone but you're not really interested. Then, suddenly, you're in a relationship. Or relationshit. And when its time to break up, it sucks. Hard.

I've been through a lot of stress lately.

I quit smoking a week ago, and I'm still stressing out for anything.

I'm falling in love with someone that, professionally speaking, I shouldn't.

I'm breaking up with a girlfriend that I don't like. Even thou I don't liiiiike her, I don't want to hurt her feelings. And that's the catch.

* just for the record, I wanted to break up with the girlfriend before I even met the girl I'm falling for.


I GOTTA STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS SHIT!

work sucks.

I'm at work, and there's not even one half-alive soul around here..
This place is so dead that I could die and "be dead" for a week or so, and no one would notice.

Saying that makes me feel like I'm giving the impression that I wanna die or somethign stupid like that. Please, don'te get me wrong. I'm happy with my life. I'm working - a lot - making some money, trying to pay my bills and save what's left. So, financially, I'm "o.k.".

Now, if you're talking about love live, that's another story.

I decided that I don't wanna see the girl I'm seeing anymore. Maybe because she annoyies me, maybe because she's immature, maybe because she's not as pretty as I'd like her to be, maybe because her ideals in life are completely different from mine.

Now this is the part that you call me sellfish and a prick. Well, maybe I am. But like I was talking with a friend of mine last night, who likes to speak like a Yoga teacher, there's no reason to keep someone by your side, if the company is unpleasant. Specially in a relationship.

So I guess is farewell to the little lady.

what-so-ever.

Tô ficando viciado em tirar fotos da lua. Ia fazer uma sessão essa semana, com uma foto por dia, mas esqueci. Agora não adianta.

Andei de kayak hoje. 2h45 remando e trocando idéia com um camarada meu, o dono dos kayaks. Discutimos vegetarianismo, darwinismo, evolucionismo, neocentrismo, egocentrismo, dinheirismo e entregas de pizza.

Peguei um bronze.

Me apaixonei pela irmã do meu chefe.

E dei meu telefone "disfarçado", a pedido da bartender.



O_o'

Carol, Carol, Carol, Carol..

Essa é uma Carol.


É engraçado que Carol é tudo legal.
Afinal, quem nunca se encantou com uma das Carolinas que passam pela vida da gente.
Eu me encantei com todas.

Seu Jorge já dizia:
"Carolina... Maravilha de mulher."

Jorge Ben disse primeiro:
"Carolina, Carol, Carol, Carolina bela"

Essa surgiu do nada. Veio pela internet! Daquelas que a conversa sobre o nada fica mais interessante do que o nada em si. ;)


Cada Carol, uma história. E de blog em blog a gente acha cada coisa interessante. ;) Não só inteligência, mas senso de bom humor, espontaneadade, e mais uma pá de coisas que se eu colocar aqui, você vai achar que eu to te xavecando, de novo.

Ah, me desculpa por ter roubado a foto. Geralmente censuro os olhos com tarja preta, mas eu não ia tirar um dos melhores elementos da foto. É injusto.

músicas.

Eu tenho um monte de música pra postar aqui, porque me faz sentir como se estivesse recomendado pra alguém. E acaba sendo, eu acho... Não que as pessoas necessariamente as ouçam e prestem a devida atenção, mas vai que alguém clica e gosta da música? Então mando uma. O resto vem depois.

I remember it well
The first time that I saw
Your head around the door
'Cause mine stopped working

I remember it well
There was wet in your hair
You were stood in the stairs
And time stopped moving

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight
I want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...

I remember it well
Taxied out of a storm
To watch you perform
And my ships were sailing

I remember it well
I was stood in your line
And your mouth, your mouth, your mouth...

I want you here tonight
I want you here
'Cause I can't believe what I found
I want you here tonight
I want you here
Nothing is taking me down, down, down...

Except you my love. Except you my love...

Come all ye lost
Dive into moss
I hope that my sanity covers the cost
To remove the stain of my love
Paper maché

Come all ye reborn
Blow off my horn
I'm driving real hard
This is love, this is porn
God will forgive me
But I, I whip myself with scorn, scorn

I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
I remember december
And I wanna hear what you have to say about me
Hear if you're gonna live without me
I wanna hear what you want
What the hell do you want?